Surgery plans

Tonight, I have been feeling sleepless.

So, I have been spending time planning my surgeries. You might think it's crazy, but I want things to be clear as soon as possible, so I can just tell surgeon that I want him to do it. Now I'm sure, that phalloplasty is not what I want. I know I have been saying that's the only change, but now I realize it isn't.

I want to get metoidioplasty and then buy a MetoMango.

Should I already start saving money? ;)